Pretty much I suck.
If I think about it too much it makes me want to cry.
You might think you know what I mean, but you don't, so don't even bother trying to figure it out, because you will always be wrong.
This blog is not worth reading. It is late and I am in a shitty mood.
I should just cry already and then maybe I will feel better about myself. Actually, I probably wont.
Me being moody like this right now is just weird, I've had a great day. Spent some quality time with family and friends, ate good food, spent more quality time with my family and then went back to my sisters for a chat. It was great! I should feel great. damn it all!
....I actually feel a lot better now.... maybe I have tourette syndrome.
maybe I just need a good hug.....whats the deal anyways? why always get myself into situations where I end up feeling like the idiot and basically almost worthless.
And why tell the world about it.
Maybe cuz I trust that no one will really care, I'll be over it by tomorrow morning. It's not worth the fuss.
But just because I will be over it tomorrow morning doesn't mean I can't accidentally slip under it again by tomorrow night.
It all depends what I end up talking about tomorrow I guess.
And once again, please don't read into that, don't get any ridiculous ideas about what you think I might or might not be talking about. You are wrong either way.