Wednesday, February 9, 2011
I was going to...
but I didn't...
I wanted to vent, and let it all out. I wrote the blog, I posted it, then I deleted it.
Sorry Miriam, if you want I can send it to you via email. I just decided I don't really want the whole world to know how disfunctional I feel at the moment. Thing is I will soon feel better, and then I will regret having ever put my shiz on display for everyone.
It wouldn't be fair to the people involved either. Just because I am feeling bad because of someone else, doesn't mean that person knows they did anything to hurt me... and perhaps I should let them know before I tell the whole world. It's the nice thing to do.
I am trying to follow elder Wirthlins advice. Just laugh. Laugh and pray and trust in God. As long as the future is bright, even if its only in my mind, things are bound to end well. I don't mind being ignorant if it means I can be happy, if I can wake up and smile for no good reason. I take that option.