Thursday, February 10, 2011
I am allowed...
I have a right to feel, and to express myself. I have a right to have my needs met!
... I just got so cought up in the thought of having my needs met that I forgot what I was going to blog about... I guess I had never really thought about what it would be like if I had my needs met instead of always trying to meet other peoples needs, even when they don't ask me to do so. It's called codependence. It's not going to be my problem much longer. I am also going to be better at making decisions and sticking to my decision. I have rights, and I am exercising my rights to exist!
Thank God for Country music! especially Carrie Underwood, Brad Paisley and Keith Urban. There are so many good, uplifting country songs. Songs that help me think about other things, and be excited for the future. If I could do anything I wanted to right now, I would go to the USA and become a country singer.
I am ready to feel healthy and happy, I am ready to let my anger and frustration go, move on, and be happy. I want to fall in love.... that shouldn't be too difficult should it?