I feel so used!

I hate that feeling... but I am feeling it anyways. I should start getting out of harmful situations and relationships before I end up going prematurely grey and wrinkled. I hope that tomorrow I can be totally honest and have a perfectly harmless day.... which might be impossible since I am going to the dentist.... but then again, I think my view of the dentist has been tainted... by popular opinion. I realized last month when I went to see the dentist for a checkup that I really do enjoy the dentist. I think my dentist works primarily with children so he is very careful and always makes you feel so.... safe. So while he was checking my teeth I felt sort of like I was at the spa. I have to go again tomorrow since I have two cavities. I predict it will be wonderful.... I will make sure to let you know if my predictions come true. They sometimes do actually... come true that is. I was once at a conventions for young single adults who are members of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter day saints. During the convention I got to know these two girls from Switzerland if I remember correctly. I was just joking around at one of the dances one night during the convention and pretended to read their palms.... I told them exactly what kind of man they would end up with, and they were both like "ohh my goodness! thats so my type! how did you know!?!" and so I told them I had a gift, I can foresee the future... which is complete and total bullcrap! I don't even know when I will end up going to bed tonight... so me being able to tell a couple of girls who they will end up with is very far fetched! but just to prove I was telling them the truth I said "I will prove it too you!" then I looked up at the sky and said, in about an hour, at around 9pm, it will start raining" .... I was able to say this with confidence that within an hour it would start raining because I have eyes and could see the clouds were heavy with rain... it doesn't take prophetic abilities to predict rain... just someone who is used to guessing the weather according to what they see (which is probably easy to do for most icelanders, since the weather shifts like every 5 minutes so you have to watch the sky to make sure you are not caught out in the rain or a snow storm). Anyways, it started raining like 5 minutes past 9pm and once again they were amazed... it was fun! but I quickly told them I have no special abilities to see the future but am simply good at reading people and skies. .... well... not so much people who are guys I may or may not be interested in... ugh... stupid!