Wednesday, January 4, 2012

Its not you, its me

I am having a love/hate relationship with my blog these days. I don't want to blog about personal things anymore, but sometimes I feel the need to. And then sometimes I want to blog about things I really don't want anyone to know about but just need to get out of my system and I know people I know actually read this. That sort of stops the flow of honesty dead in its track.
That's right, all of you reading this who know me personally, you are making this difficult!
But I still love you, and I would rather have all of you lovely family and friends in my life than a blog.
I guess what I need to do is find a happy medium, a way to express myself without letting myself down by hurting others, without saying things that don't belong on the internet for everyone to read and without getting too personal or weird... you see what I mean... this is impossible.
I don't want to have regrets this year.
I want to live life to the fullest and love it! But only so long as I do my best to show my heavenly father I love Him.
This is my goal this year, to do my best to do Gods will and follow His commandments


Kelly said...

I know how you feel.
Also, this year I want to focus more on God's will as well.
I love Jesus too :)

Unifer said...

I wish you could "Like" comments on here like on Facebook, I would "like" your comment Kelly :D I totally agree :D