Via we heart itI am so irritated with life right now!! I want to get where I want to get and rules are making it difficult!!
I'm so pissed off and just needed a freaking outlet! Why the heck did I have to be born on this freaking rock!! I HATE IT!! I feel totally stuck and my head hurts from trying to find a way to get where I want to be... in the world and in life. ugh... sucks.
Sometimes I wish someone just found America like two years ago and I could take a ship over and move in... no rules and stuff to make it difficult for me to live and work there. Its just dumb, my friend got a green card or whatever because his dad was born in the states but didn't really live there growing up or anything... and it would take me 10 years to get a green card because I am in another category since my sister is a US citizen but not my parents. And then I try to explore other options and they all seem to just be made to confuse me... and it all costs about a billion!! Why is it made so easy for some people and not for others... I don't think I am any less special than my friend, or any less worthy of living in the US... I am a hard working, educated, single woman with standards and goals in life and I think America would be lucky to have me! So there... ugh... it just pisses me off to feel like I am trying so hard and just keep running into walls...
I will think about it again tomorrow... for now my head is done and my little feelings can't take it anymore.
If any of you are visa or immigration experts I would love you to contact me! I need all the help I can get. I really want this!