Every once in a million years you find someone you can be totally yourself with. Its delightful!
I have always known how imperfect I am, sometimes I have even been a bit too aware of it. It made me worry that I would never find anyone who I would fit with, never find anyone who could love me the way I am. I was wrong.
I found someone who makes me smile more, laugh more, love more and want to be more in life.
Some of my favorite things about Josh:
He sings to me and plays me metalcore songs that melt my heart (I bet you didn't know metalcore could do that!)
He is so easy going and fun
He tells me what he thinks of me, like all the time. And they are all lovely thoughts.
He makes me hugs and kisses vouchers and sends them in the post
He holds my hand in public (actually, we sometimes do a lot more than holding hands in public, but I already had one R rated post this month so I will keep it PG for now)
He makes me laugh, even when I am feeling sad
He reads the scriptures with me
He quotes my blog in his talk at church
He doesn't try to convince me he is a good man, he just is a good man, and its so obvious
He listens to my pointless stories and rants with full attention and without complaining
He makes me feel comfortable about who I am
He makes me feel special in a non-retarted way
I love him!
The following are just some of the things he has said/sung to me that make me laugh:
"We probably gross out about a million people per second!" (about the fact that people tell us to "get a room" like all the time! I swear we are not THAT bad... maybe)
"hey, I just met you
and this is crazy
but I wanna marry you
and have your babies"
(Joshua's lyrics to Carly Rae Jepsen's song Call me maybe)
"I was asked to give this talk on short notice, but I'm not gonna complain about it, because I like it that way!" (When giving a talk in church on Sunday. Those of you who read my blog should know where he got the inspiration from, yay!)
"you are my favorite future wife" (that sounds polygamous!)