I realize the title of this post makes no sense to most people. It does to me. It basically means I am a fool for letting my mind run wild with ideas that have no foundation and then allowing myself to feel hurt based on those ideas. Sometimes I think something is going on that I don't know anything about but sort of just figure must be happening since Karma hates me.... but then I come to my senses, get all the facts, realize Karma does not hate me and that I should learn to not feel so hurt by what I think people did. Most of the time they didn't even do it, or they didn't mean to hurt me by doing what I thought they did but in fact didn't do. Does that make sense?
Anyways, I still need to move on. I don't want to stay stuck in a situation I don't want to be in, even if its not as bad as I thought it was, but is still not as good as I want it to be. Does that make any sense?
This, good readers, is what my mind looks like; A mess of thoughts that make sense to me, but probably not to most other people.
I will try to make more sense next time.
Until then, toodles!