Today I am thankful for tissue paper, for Beyoncés new song, for my mom, for time passing, for knowing that God loves me and has a plan for me and for knowing that me being happy is part of that plan.
But it still hurts. I wish it didn't hurt.
I have the night shift tomorrow night and to be honest I am worried because I will have three hours of being busy and 6 hours of quiet time... just me and my thoughts... and my thoughts tend to not make me laugh a lot in the middle of the night lately. For tonight, however, I can sleep it off.