Sunday, July 3, 2011

Dear Hearbreak

Dear Heartbreak,

You are no longer welcome at my doorstep. I don't want you in my life. In fact, I hate you!! So I will kindly ask you now to leave, and never come back.

Ohso Readyto Moveon

p.s. why the heck do you always have to hurt me so much. If I could I would puke on you!!

The thing is, I knew this guy wasn't right for me. I am just so darn stubborn! and now here I am feeling a mixture of emotions; sad, hopeful, mad, relieved, mad... ohh wait... I already said mad once.
Please dear God, help me never do this again!! I really really really really really really really really really really really really really don't want to!!

And now, to make things a bit more optimistic I would like to say: I know who I am, I know what I deserve, I know God lives and has a plan for me, I know that plan involves happiness in great quantities!! It is time I give some time, love and attention to me!

Maybe I will go to Paris on my own this fall... I don't want to wait to go until I find a guy who will take me anymore. Guys suck anyways (you know I don't mean that, I just felt like saying it, so I did! That is, the part about guys sucking, a lot of them don't suck at all). SCREW YOU WORLD!! ( I didn't mean that either).

Dear life,

Please bring on the next adventure. I can't stand the thought of mundaneness (I believe I may just have invented that word, bravo me!)

Yours Truly
Hungryfor Adventure!


Maliana said...

this may sound weird, but i really love this post, even though you're mad and maybe a little crazy, i can read your strength between the lines, i think anger can have a purpose if it doesnt take over.

you should go to paris PUNKTUR ive always wanted to go, but as a private experience, to somehow have it to myself, but thats not going to happen :)

Unifer said...

hahah thank you Malian, you are my friend! I think I might just go. Even if it is just for a weekend, to go up the Eiffel tower, all the way to the top, by myself, and sit at a café and drink strawberry tea and read a book and people watch. It will be my own little adventure. I like it.
In fact, I might stop in Denmark to go to the Temple by myself too, and then go to Tivoli and go on all the rides I said I would never go on by myself and just do it! I should do all those things I always wanted to do with someone else, because as much as I want to have someone else in my life, I don't need it, I am enough.

thanks for the comment, it made me happy :)
Much love!!!