Monday, August 1, 2011

And then there is this again...

I feel so lost and stuck. I am on an island in the north Atlantic... I have this hole inside me and I can't see that there is anything here that can fill that hole and I don't know how to fix it. I thought things would be much better by now... and they do get better, usually they stay better for a while, but then suddenly I fall back into this. I don't know what to do anymore.

3 comments:

Hi, I am Linda said...

I know you didn't ask for comments and you probably don't want them but when I get like that.. yes, I still get like that... I move. prayers and love for you.

Autumn said...

I moved to BYU from Kentucky when I felt like that after a year at my first university. I needed a change of a pace. I needed a challenge. I needed to learn how to grow in a different environment.

Sometimes you can't change your environment, but you can carefully figure out things that you need to change to accept it better.

Good luck.

Unifer said...

thanks you guys and hugs to you both! I asked dad for a blessing and felt a lot better after that. I also went to work today, which always seems to help, and then I got a message from my friend saying her family is inviting me to come stay with them after I finish my education next spring... and thinking about moving there makes me feel calm... like somehow things are going to be more than ok! I am thankful for opportunities to grow and to see Gods hand in my life!