It's not that I am changing my mind. More like, my brain and my heart are having a constant fight and one day my head is winning and the next my heart is winning. Today my heart is winning. I like it better when my head wins! its less painful.
I prayed to God and asked what to do with this. He told me it serves a purpose I do not know about now, and I should continue being loving and kind regardless.
I don't know how to do that, but I try.
I wrote that song with you, don't dare sing it on your own... I will be too sad if you kick me out of the duet more than you already have. Just sayin'.
Yours, hopefully not forever
That one girl