Friday, March 2, 2012

I wanted to tell you... nothing

Lately, I have been feeling so inspired to blog. Especially early in the morning, when I wake up for no good reason and should still be sleeping or late late at night when I am just about to fall asleep. So the other day I decided to write down my thoughts in my journal and then blog about them later. Now that I read what I wrote, it's really nothing worth sharing.
Don't you love it when that happens. You write something down because at that moment it is life changing and super important and you just cannot afford to forget it. But then when you get around to reading it later on, its just scribbles on a piece of paper.
I did however find a blog post by someone else I want to share!
My friend Kristjana Lara has the most interesting blog posts. Click her name to read the post :)
Lately I have written a few posts about change, and how much I dislike it. I have come to realize that the reason I dislike change is most likely because I need it! because I have gotten too comfortable in my little comfort zone and it is time to leave it behind and find that place where all the magic happens.
These days I am happy with the changes that were made. They have pushed me to make an effort to have a better life, and I feel happy in the pursuit of that life. Now I sort of feel like I just spent the last two years being content with the mediocre, all the while knowing I wanted more, but not reaching for it because I felt comfortable with what I had, the pattern I was stuck in, the life I had.
No one deserves to be someone else's mediocre. I want to be someones dream come true, someones number one girl and I want that someone to be my man, my big oak in the storm (if you don't understand where I am going, check out Tony Robbins where he talks about relationships and polarity, google is your friend).
I am happy to start my life and stop holding onto my past for comfort.


Kristjana Lara said...

hahaha so i was reading your blog and read my name and had to read it three times to realize that's me! haha thank you my dear you are so sweet- and I love reading your posts, thank you for writing what i feel like so many ppl don't have the courage to ( including myself)! Love you lots!

PS- i may be headed your way soon :)

Unifer said...

woohoo! when are you coming over? we need to get some quality time in there! do some midnight golfing or throw candy at people or something!
and thank you for your comment!! I love your blog!! :)