Did you know that when you don't sleep much for long periods of time you tend to have nightmares once you finally start sleeping more again. Well, I knew that, I just forgot... until I was rudely reminded.
I have now moved back to my parents place, which for some reason makes me more relaxed. So finally last night I was able to go to sleep at a descent hour and slept till 8am this morning. Yay for finally sleeping 8 hours and all through the night. I feel like I am baby blogging "she finally slept through the night".
Thing is I was sleeping over at my apartment where everything around me reminded me of something I needed to get done. so I only ever fell asleep really really late and out of exhaustion, and if, heaven forbid, I woke up too early there was no way I was getting back to sleep because I couldn't stop thinking about what I needed to do since I was surrounded by reminders.
So, sleeping in an attic with nothing of your own around you except your lap top and cell phone can be a blessing. But going from an average of 4 hours of sleep a night to 8 hours can cause a feeling of extreme laziness and, whats even worse, nightmares. Nightmares that involve your fiancé changing his mind and asking for the ring back.
So today I have been sort of in a funk, due to bad dreams, lack of internets and lack of readily available communication devices.
Today just kinda sucks to be honest.